Back after so long....
did I make a terrible mistake by creating this blog? =P
I just feel totally insignificant and treated like a total jerk. =(
Maybe it is payback time huh?
I really want to break free from this chain that always hold me back.
Why is it always so difficult to break free from my own mistakes?
Wasted 6 years of my life to find myself tangled up in this such a mess before being thrown into this school.
I bet this was foreseen way before I came into the school.
So many bad memories happened during that period. (Fought so many wars and seen so many people falling for me)
I didn't had a happy childhood. I don't accept people's sympathy. I fought my own wars and I seen the darkest pain and sorrow in my life.
I bet I was thrown into this school to spend what is left of me in misery.
Sadly, I proved them wrong, Managed to find so many great friends and life drastically improved me for the better.
However, What goes up must come down. I think I had hit the peak now. I guess it is time to give back.
Used to thought that I would resist this but as the days went by, I am beginning to lose control of myself and my thought are blurred by everything that has happen.
would always wake up after a scary nightmare of that 6 years of 'hell' I went through.
Not suppose to say this but I guess it is time to conquer my fear.
I don't want this strange energy to overcome me and suppress me anymore.
I wanna be Me and myself. just Edwin and not anyone else anymore!
I wanna break free of the chains that holds me and my heart.
Oh well~ Not gonna say anything anymore. =P
Thanks everyone for the moral encouragement.
Anyways, Totally great to totally finish my N levels ( I think I flunk some of the papers. =P)

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