Click here> You Deserve by Hillsong
What is this love given to us
That saved my life through selfless sacrifice
Although we fail the cross prevails
Forgiveness stands
You take me back again

You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
So I give You my praise
Yeah I give You my all
You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
To the truth that there’s no greater love

Now in the darkness God’s light shines
Christ forever glorified
So come on come on sing out to God
Now with all we’ve got
We live for You our God

Salvation’s strong in Christ alone
The Saviour King alone in victory
I step aside give You my life
For You to move do what You want to do

I can’t imagine a life without You without You
‘Cause it’s all for You
Yeah it’s all for You
God
After listening to this song, I realize that I was loved all along. =D
Was very down especially after reading and hearing lots of negative comments from people. I thought that I wasn't loved by anyone. =(
This song woke me up and gave me a hope to smile. =D
Sorry if you can't read the blog and listen at the same time. =P
haha! Can't wait for service tomorrow! =D
I wanna serve in His house! =D

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I tend to get very angry when some one I talk to ignores me. =P
It just makes me furious.
I also confess that I get very angry when I try to explain myself.
I am by nature a solitary person(A person who prefers to work alone).
Oh well, all that said, maybe I could say that All is well. =D

Labels: Expect the unexpected

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I just feel totally angry and upset about my life as of now...
Need some time to cool off.
So many feelings surging out of me.
I don't understand myself now......

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Okay guys I think I have to make a real confession about myself. =P
I don't know if I could say this out but oh well. =P
I have times where I don't even feel like waking up from my bed. =(
Ya I know, nothing much as you guys say. =P Whatever!
There are times where I would wonder why I would wake up when everything in my life is down. =P
Hahaha! =D
Oh well~ I think I will blog more when I can gather all my thoughts. For now, Just being random. =D

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I have too many thought coming into my mind now. =P
Still don't know why I chose to blog. =P
Oh well~ Just being random. =D

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Yesterday's service was great!(Came for both service even though it is the same) =D
After service rushed all the way to CCK just to have a family gathering.
Can't wait to give to building fund.
I pledged to give half of what I earn to building fund. =D Gonna start working extra hard.
I will try to give my best to Him.
Maybe after 2 months of working then I will start to buy a Itouch or a new hand phone ( Wanted this 2 for so long.)
Gonna start work soon. =D
Cya all soon~
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Woke up now and start to use computer at 6.30am. (can't understand why though) |
Something in my mind tells me that I am guilty for causing this. =( |
Even if I had done something wrong, how can I correct it? I have done everything. |
'I placed so much trust in you but you turned to a deaf ear'. |
I am not angry neither am I sad. |
I am just greatly disappointed in the way you handle the situation. |
I know I am not perfect. |
At least I know 1 thing though, I have grown and have become a different person. =D |
"Let the weak say: ' I am strong'." -Joel 3:10 |
This is the verse so far that keeps me motivated. |
Feelings: Down and disappointed |
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Labels: A sad ending is just another happy opening.

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'like soldiers, march on
If we could make it through the night, we would see the sun"

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I think I had a awesome service yesterday. =D
Pledge to building fund. Still can't really say if that was a right choice though...
People say they would hear a voice but I could only at most have a thought....
Am I really hearing Your voice?

Labels: Let's move on with life

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After 6 years, I managed to pick myself up and brought myself back on my both feet. =D
I managed to climb back out from the mess and went as far as I could.
Managed to achieve some things in life. Used to score top last person in exams but not I am scoring top 5 position for exams. =D
Achieve some memorable awards for my CCA although it is nothing worth to brag about. =P
Did some things which I thought was stupid but in the end, eventually found out that this was what I wanted.
Found a purpose [X]
Found great friends [X]
Found myself [X]
Found You [x] (can't exactly say I found Him yet)

Haha! Managed to achieve great things in my life. Gonna move on to achieve greater things in my life. =D
I know I can't change the past but I know I can change the future. =D

Anyways, great day yesterday! =D Went to play basketball with Ryan and the rest. Followed by Arcade and then finally, went to Darryl's house to hang out. =D
Gonna start another fruitful day in work.

Labels: Time is short so cherish what you have now as you may never know when it will disappear

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Back after so long....
did I make a terrible mistake by creating this blog? =P
I just feel totally insignificant and treated like a total jerk. =(
Maybe it is payback time huh?
I really want to break free from this chain that always hold me back.
Why is it always so difficult to break free from my own mistakes?
Wasted 6 years of my life to find myself tangled up in this such a mess before being thrown into this school.
I bet this was foreseen way before I came into the school.
So many bad memories happened during that period. (Fought so many wars and seen so many people falling for me)
I didn't had a happy childhood. I don't accept people's sympathy. I fought my own wars and I seen the darkest pain and sorrow in my life.
I bet I was thrown into this school to spend what is left of me in misery.
Sadly, I proved them wrong, Managed to find so many great friends and life drastically improved me for the better.
However, What goes up must come down. I think I had hit the peak now. I guess it is time to give back.
Used to thought that I would resist this but as the days went by, I am beginning to lose control of myself and my thought are blurred by everything that has happen.
would always wake up after a scary nightmare of that 6 years of 'hell' I went through.
Not suppose to say this but I guess it is time to conquer my fear.
I don't want this strange energy to overcome me and suppress me anymore.
I wanna be Me and myself. just Edwin and not anyone else anymore!
I wanna break free of the chains that holds me and my heart.
Oh well~ Not gonna say anything anymore. =P
Thanks everyone for the moral encouragement.
Anyways, Totally great to totally finish my N levels ( I think I flunk some of the papers. =P)

Labels: A sad ending is just another happy opening., believe in your dreams and support it till the end

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