Parents are out now. :)
Can start to blog for another 30 minutes before going back to study.
Couldn't go for today's service. =(
Have to study for my N levels now or I might not get freedom. =(
So many people are going for today's service though. Oh well~
Gotten back most of my prelim's results.
English: 63/100
Social studies:34/50
literature: 34/50
Math paper: 112/140
Everything is going according to how I planned. =D
Gonna make sure I score at least 2 A1's for my N levels. =D
Yesterday was one of the longest night I have ever experienced. It felt as if time had slowed down and eventually stopped.
Anyways, Yesterday service with totally awesome! Zone F service made a great impact in my life. It made me realize something very important in life. =)
This service changed my life. =P
I now understand the meaning of spiritual family. =D
stayed back for main service to listen to the guest speaker. =) Totally awesome! What is even better is that my brother came to church! =D(I think he came cause he had an ulterior motive[Must be her=P] =P But still totally cool that he came to church.)
Yesterday was one of the most memorable time. Made my first tithe. =\
I now feel that my life had changed for the better. =D
Gonna stay faithful to You.
I regretted for losing faith in You. Gonna be faithful to You till the end.
Wanna thank all my friends who shared the burden with me. =).
I finally known who are my true friends. =D

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Overall day: Boring and quiet. :-|
Overall mood: indescribable. Can't explain how I feel now. =P

Labels: Expect the unexpected, Happiest day of my life

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Totally great day today.
Went for a worship session with my CG today. =D
Prayed for lots of things including the people that I plan to invite tomorrow. Hope it works out well.
=)
Having a bad cough and fever right now. So painful every time I cough. Feels as if I have needles pricking into my neck every time I cough. Ouch!
Then plus the fact that I can't stop coughing. =(
Hope I can recover by tomorrow. =P If not worst case scenario will be to take MC tomorrow which is bad.
Can't give up now! Oh well. Can't blog much today due to my cough. =P
Cya!
=D

Labels: Courage is what brought me here today and i will remain strong till the very end.

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I feel like something ain't right here.
Can't blog now so just wanna share my feelings.

Overall day: Great and fun! =D
Overall mood: just feel totally sad and down for some reasons. Hope someone can cheer me up now. :(

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Today's service was totally awesome!
Today's guest speaker is *ahem*. I think I better not say. =P
Haha! All of my CG people went to Bugis to buy a tie. Too bad I didn't buy cause of money constrains. =(
Went to service with a collar shirt and a jean jacket. Most people says I look awesome and even my CGL wants me to wear that for service. Wow! Amazed!
Sweet! Woot~
Anyways, totally great! Had a really great time! =D

N levels is just another month, Preliminarily is just next Monday and I am still slacking. =P
I think I am sure gonna fail N levels. =P
Haha! On second thought, Maybe not. =P Still have 20 hour study rule to motivate me to study. =D
I am sure gonna pass my N levels! Must at least try to get 12 for my EMB3 overall. =P
So many eyes are watching me now. I totally feel the pressure.
Hope I don't stress out again. Better start studying now. This might be my last post before I focus on studying. won't be touching the computer for another 2 month or 4 months if I were to start full-time work. =(
Just wanna thank all my CG for giving me the encouragement.
Also want to thank all my school friends for the encouragement and studying. =D
So many things I would like to post on this blog but I just don't have the time now. =(
Oh well, After N's then I will try my best to post everything.

Good luck to all N levels students out there!

Let's go our separate ways.

Labels: Have faith and be strong in yourself.

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Yesterday's movie outing at City hall with F4 was totally great. =P
Kinda sad though that our CG name is changed from F3 to F4. =(
Gonna miss our old name. =P
Anyways, The movie was totally awesome! :D
Like the part about arrow roulette. =P Hehe!
After that went for arcade with my entire CG. Haha! Wasted about $4+ On arcade.
The best part was when we were having lunch(I think it can be considered as dinner).
We all played a game and the loser have a forfeit of drinking that weird drink( Ingredients: Ice cream, hot chocolate, Soya sauce, chill etc). Eww~ Although it taste like plum juice if I don't think about it. =P
After that went to do some window shopping with my entire CG. =P
Nice place to shop but the price tag, not so much. Haha!
Anyways. Gonna shop for some formal wear before going for today's service. =D
Let's walk in to service with a smart and handsome( I now I sound weird by saying handsome) looks.
Gonna walk into church as the brand new F4. =)
Gotta go now cya~

Labels: Dream big but start small.

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I just found a song that totally fits my life now.
Although it is in Japanese, there are English subtitles(lyrics).
Click Here to watch it. =D
"Change!
I won't be bent and dragged along
I want to stay true to what I'm feeling now
Change !
No matter how many times I'm reborn
I'll embrace my sorrow as I run"
Almost close to tears when I read the lyrics. =)
Opps! Too much!
Haha! Cya!

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Yes! Phrase 1 N levels just finished! Gonna believe that everything will pass!
So happy! Gonna work later and attend class CG(whatever that is).
Met Esther yesterday and she gave "encouragement" to me. =P Haha!
Anyways, Suppose to work yesterday but they don't allow. So went home to actually sleep(First time since this month get to sleep more than 8 hours Yes!).
Gonna love today's activity. =D
Oh well~ Maybe I will blog later. =D Cya! :D


My feelings now:
You have inflicted a mortal wound into me.
I just can't describe the pain I am going through.
Yet, this "pain" is the motivation I need to keep me going.
I don't want you in my life anymore yet I can't let pull myself together to forget about you......
I had dreams about you. All the good times we have together as friends seems to be fading away.
I guess life ain't as simple as I thought it would be.
I am sorry......... I give up...................I had nothing left to impress you. :'(
I can't cry yet I can't smile. I am stuck between happiness and sorrow.

Labels: Happiness will always come to those who wait, The pain of fighting a battle alone.

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I don't want to cry anymore but I don't to put up a fake smile.
I felt different after yesterday's service. I felt as if God has touched me yesterday.
I think I am just lying to myself. =D
Anyways, Manage to bring Cheston to church. =D Great service.
Want to thank all my CG for giving me encouragement. =D
Gonna take N levels in about a few more hours. Time to go!
Cya!

Labels: A sense of relieve after completing a challenge.

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Haha! Sorry to all readers out there. I lied about blogging the next day. Didn't have time to blog due to multiple reasons(Work,Study etc).
I want to say that life feels totally down the drain now.
However, I feel that this is nothing compared to what I have been through
Sadly to say, I feel that my feelings has hardened.
I think it must be partly due to all the tears that flowed down during my primary school days. =P
Now, I feel nothing at all. :-|
Whenever I feel like crying, I would think of all the past events that happen and that controlled my tears.
Now that I looked back, I feel totally stupid for creating all those troubles during my primary school days. =(
I think I better not describe them here or people will start hating me. :-(
I love all my friends now in secondary school. =D
Although I think I made a few enemies in school, I made lots of friends. =D
All I can say is that I am happy to be here.
God has made lots of miracles possible. =D
I now want to give my best to You.
:)
:D
=)
=D
anyways, Totally great day! Went to church to hang out with CG for a little while before going back. =D
Can't wait for tomorrow's zone F service. =D
They say that there is gonna be a BMT meeting for me.(I wonder what my CGL wants to say. 0.o)
Oh well, gotta go now. =D
Cya all! =D (can't promise I will blog daily =D)

Labels: Let's move on with life

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