I feel totally awful about this situation. My friends have turn their back against me because I am a Christian......
I know about the previous posts... I know I was being too offensive. For that I sincerely apologize for everything I have written. Please stop flooding my chat box. I know I shouldn't had compared. Really sorry to all Buddhist out there. Not trying to be biased or anything. I also came from a Buddhist family background.
Everyday, I hear my friends pass sarcastic remarks about me and my religion. I totally don't know what to do now.
My friends started to turn their back on me now... I don't know if I could still consider them as my "friends". For the first time.... the thought of backsliding comes into my mind... But I will NEVER even consider about that! However, I feel like giving up totally, the feeling of sadness keep flooding my mind. ='(
If anyone of you ask me why I became a Christian, It is because I don't believe it is by luck that Samantha Ng invited me to church(CHC) and get saved on the same day. I believe God has planned this all along. I know I shouldn't be saying this or people will start shooting me with more insults but I refuse to believe anyone's point of view... Find me stubborn? find me being naive? Go ahead!
I now believe I live my life by Faith. I believe lots of things have changed since I became a Christian. I believe that my studies, family, lifestyle and Etc has changed since I become a Christian.
Anyways... Today was a really great day! Went to the library to study with everyone(Well... okay I am lying... just 3 only). haha!
Just went home only to find my parents starting to argue but everything turn out fine. =P
Just received my SS and I found out that I scored 34/50 ( Darn... lost to someone by 2 marks =P). So happy! =D

Overall Day: Totally great and fun
Overall mood: Totally feeling happy(Why must I lie?)...... I totally feel like giving up now. I feel like I lost something important. Must keep moving on with life.

Labels: The pain of fighting a battle alone.

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