I am so dead tired.( Quick post here)
Went to Fuhua Primary today to visit all my primary school friends =)
All of them totally changed. Wow!
Somehow I kinda miss them. =(
should hang out with them more often.=P
Going through some difficult times in my life now.....
List of problems are endless. =(
I feel like I am on the verge of having a breakdown. ='(
I don't want to shed tears anymore. =D
Please give me some time to think about my mistake if I offend you. ( If I still can't figure out my mistake, would you mind nudging me or telling me point blank?)
Here is a quote that just randomly pop into my head( I think it came from some of my schoolmate from Facebook.
Everyone is going through some difficult times in some areas of their life so be nice to them. =D
Oh well, Gotta go! Will start blogging tomorrow

Labels: Happiest day of my life

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Changed my blog skin le. =D
Credits to Darwisyah for helping me. =D
Sorry about the new skin though, I don't have time to customize it. Just gonna post a quick post before going back into studying. =D
Totally happy day for me today! =D

Labels: Follow your heart and make the right decision

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Studying for another few more hours (6 Hours to be exact) for my study rule. =D
Gonna try to aim for 25 hours this week and slack the next week. :D
Facebooking and studying at the same time is not very effective. XD
Today was kinda a tired day. Managed to get a new bag which is actually a laptop bag.
Gonna celebrate my mum's birthday later. Still can't find a present for her.... I think I better not buy as my entire family don't even bother XP.
Haha! I sound very bad now. Maybe I should try and celebrate her birthday. XD
Oh well~ Off to study again! Bye!~

Overall day: Usual, Almost feels like a routine now
Overall mood: Great and really Happy! "Oh happy day, Happy day!" =)

Labels: Time is short so cherish what you have now as you may never know when it will disappear

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Yesterday was totally awesome! Went to watch Step up 3 With A bunch of people. =P
Kinda weird though since N level's is just 16 more days away and I am enjoying now. =P
Anyways, it was a totally great movie especially with all the impressive dance moves. The downside to this movie was that it was kinda short. =(
But the 6.50 was totally worth it. =D
After that we sort of enjoyed ourselves at JP first(Was studying at the same time =P) before going to Boon Lay shopping center to have some K-box. Kinda laughable experience. =P Totally like last time. =D
Oh well. It is 5.30am here now. I need to study for another 2 hours before I can go back to sleep. =D
After that I will attend CG and have service. =D Gonna be great!
Oh well Cya~


The > Truth < is always hidden
I am gonna share this to some people only
The rest of you, I may think about it. =D
I don't want to fall into the same trap twice

Labels: Time to get serious in life. This is my finnest hour

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I feel totally awful about this situation. My friends have turn their back against me because I am a Christian......
I know about the previous posts... I know I was being too offensive. For that I sincerely apologize for everything I have written. Please stop flooding my chat box. I know I shouldn't had compared. Really sorry to all Buddhist out there. Not trying to be biased or anything. I also came from a Buddhist family background.
Everyday, I hear my friends pass sarcastic remarks about me and my religion. I totally don't know what to do now.
My friends started to turn their back on me now... I don't know if I could still consider them as my "friends". For the first time.... the thought of backsliding comes into my mind... But I will NEVER even consider about that! However, I feel like giving up totally, the feeling of sadness keep flooding my mind. ='(
If anyone of you ask me why I became a Christian, It is because I don't believe it is by luck that Samantha Ng invited me to church(CHC) and get saved on the same day. I believe God has planned this all along. I know I shouldn't be saying this or people will start shooting me with more insults but I refuse to believe anyone's point of view... Find me stubborn? find me being naive? Go ahead!
I now believe I live my life by Faith. I believe lots of things have changed since I became a Christian. I believe that my studies, family, lifestyle and Etc has changed since I become a Christian.
Anyways... Today was a really great day! Went to the library to study with everyone(Well... okay I am lying... just 3 only). haha!
Just went home only to find my parents starting to argue but everything turn out fine. =P
Just received my SS and I found out that I scored 34/50 ( Darn... lost to someone by 2 marks =P). So happy! =D

Overall Day: Totally great and fun
Overall mood: Totally feeling happy(Why must I lie?)...... I totally feel like giving up now. I feel like I lost something important. Must keep moving on with life.

Labels: The pain of fighting a battle alone.

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I believe that anything is possible.
I believe that You have given me a second chance.
Thank you everyone for your concerns.
I believe in everything now even though it can't be seen!
I will hold my ground and follow you till the end!
Some things are better left till a later stage. =)
I will not act on impulse.
Time to shine! =) -No more risky moves!- -Let's wait till the right time!-
Faith \ Happiness
Hope \ Joy
Love \ True friends
I have chosen my path for my crossroads of destiny.
Sorry if I was being emotional here. =P This is my promise that I made to myself. Trying to motivate myself here.

Message to all haters:
I believe I am doing the right thing!
I know I am not a extremist!
If you don't like this, Too bad!
Hate my blog? Dislike my writing style? Please leave then.
Don't know where to go? Click this --> Exit!
Go search for something more meaningful if you find this blog to be pointless.

Labels: Message to all haters, Resolution to myself

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Don't have much time to blog this few days. In fact, I think this blog would be dead before I had time to update. Doing a quick post. =P
So many things to do in church now. So great! Never felt more happier =)
Anyways. This message is to all people who think I have misconception with Buddhism.I know they can't eat beef cause it is a rule set by the Buddha. I just wanted to use it as a comparison. Never meant to offend some other religion. Sorry for my miss communication with everyone. XD
Anyways, So many things to do now.

1. Completing study rule(15 hours)
   
2. Scoring Straight 1's for my N level( Except for English and Chinese XD)
3. Going for BMT( Basic ministry Training)
4. Reaching out to people ( Prayed to both of them to come. Hope it will come to pass.)
5. updating with the latest news on what is going on in Singapore( Don't ask why. I also have no idea why i need to do this. I just feel like doing it. =) )

So many things to do. =P I don't have time to even Facebook and blog now. ='( On the bright side, I am breaking the habit of going online for long periods of time. =)
Don't feel addicted now going online.
Oh well, Gotta go! Won't be back here for another 2 weeks I guess. In the meantime, Please do enjoy a song. =)
This >song< inspired me especially the lyrics. I will discipline myself now. Let's move on with life. =) No more crying my heart out for something that won't happen.
Thanks everyone!

Labels: I have reach a crossroad in my life., Let's move on with life

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So many things to do this few day. =( I don't have to blog this few days. My blog looks kinda dead now. Maybe I should just shut down this blog so can concentrate on my school work. This entire week was great overall! =)

1. Managed to create a new POSB card. =) No more cash limit on parents
2. Went to BM(building maintain) in church and had a great time. =)
3. Downloaded a few Worship Songs(here is love, Unfailing love etc)=)
4. Had a heated conversation with my dad about my religion and other religion(Almost like having my own service)=P

Going to celebrate my Connect group birthday after this Friday's celebration. =P
So far so good with reaching out to someone I want to reach. But now I have a new problem. Someone was 1 step ahead of me and has become close friends with him. I better start quickly on inviting him before he does.
So far still hearing voices of Him. ( okay maybe they are not really voices, but the thought of inviting him to church keep flashing in my mind every 10 minutes)
Need to ask for more people to help me with reaching out to him. I always have you in my prayer during quiet time.
Anyways, I have too many people saying that I am a extremist in Christianity. =0 I feel so angry at what my friend joked about.... Sound so anti...
Just because I don't want to curse and swear DOES NOT MEAN that I am a extremist in Christianity!
Just because I go for BM and attend CG's does not mean that I am extremist! you guys are too much!
If you call this extremist, then can I assume that you are extremist in Buddhism just because you can't eat beef and because you are wearing a key chain or something that is related to Buddhism? LOL!
Stop it okay? I don't like people calling me a extremist! I am just On fire for God only! I am NOT A EXTREMIST!!!!!
Being a Christian has improved my life dramatically. I think I made the right choice for accepting Christ in my life!
If another person calls me an extremist, I will beat the crap out of that person!
Opps! Too violent! =P better stop.
so many miss calls from my mum. So annoying. =P keep blabbering about her problems as if I would care. =P better listen to her or else she will have mood swing again. =P
I don't know what's your problem but whatever you do, don't you dare call me names for no reasons
Everyone has a limit in terms of anger and patience
Don't think I will not strike back just because I am not allowed to.
Overall day: Great! but kinda bored as have to keep studying. =(
Overall mood: Totally great! So happy now! =)

Labels: Time to get serious in life. This is my finnest hour

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