Sunday, July 25, 2010
25th july 2010( list of worries)
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Not suppose to blog now. Suppose to complete my study rule but I guess I can spare a few minutes. =P
I feel so stressed right now. =( So many things going through my mind now!
- N level coming soon and I am sure gonna fail my Chinese. Everyone will think I am inferior again just because I can't speak normal Chinese........
- I Have a strong feeling that another cold war is about to begin with her it this would be far worse then the last time. Maybe I am just being paranoid but my heart tell me differently. Why must it always be like this?
- My parents wants me to become a Buddhist but I want to become a Christian. I was passively forced into going to their youth class today(I couldn't say no but I don't want to say yes). =(
- I feel totally inferior to people. Comparing my life with someone, I feel that I had never achieved anything this 10 years since I became a student. Wasted my life....
- Impression of me. I feel that I am leaving a really bad impression to everyone now.... I just don't know why....
Sorry for being really emotional. =P Ought to stop this! Think positive! =)
Anger management: 50% but not going to increase anytime soon. =(
That is my top 5 worries....... I can't believe I actually wrote all of this down. =O
Overall day: Great since I learned lots of things in youth class but it feels wrong to go to that class. =(
Overall mood: Stressed and terrible. Feeling really paranoid(I think). I don't know who to turn to for advice now.....
Labels: My heart is a battleground, The pain of fighting a battle alone.
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