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Monday, June 7, 2010
7th june 2010 ♥

It has been awhile since I have last touch this blog. I don't know why I have been so busy this entire holiday. It was never like this when I was young.Is this really an improvement or am I just lying to myself again?? I keep having dreams about this person and I can't seem to forget it. This person keeps coming into my mind as if it was trying to tell me something. I really don't know what it means. anyway I want to share this dream I had about 3 months ago.I dream that I was falling head first from a very high place and when I land into the ocean, I could feel the sense of peace and security inside the water.I try to swim back up but something forced me down and before I ran out of oxygen, I woke up. Strange huh? I really wish I had that dream again but every since that I keep having nightmares. I really want to have a peaceful rest where I don't think about anyone especially her. I have no idea that she was playing around with me.... I feel so angry but I don't want to show it to her. I just remain calm and take it as if nothing has happen. I guess no one has found this blog yet. haha!


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