Just came back after going D&T with a bunch of people(Why did i go when I also have nothing to do?0.o can't figure the answer.).
I feel so happy until my friends started to hate me just because I am a Christian. If you don't want to be friends with me, then you were never considered as a friend even though we have known each other for more than 6 years.(If you are reading this, We can be friends again if you apologies to me)
I want to pretend that my parents never hurl insults at me but they have gone too far..... Do you guys really think that I am not having stress? Do you really think that you are the only people that are stress?
I am also stressed out but it is just that I refuse to show it to anyone. I want to be remembered as a person who is always cheerful and hardworking.
I accept Christian in my life because I feel that I belong there and also the fact that God has helped me through my toughest times in my life.
If you don't like me becoming a christian, Too bad I can't help you! I refuse to bow down to become a Buddhist.
Opps! Getting too emotional here! =) didn't know I could say so much stuff.
anyways,I feel totally depressed now!~ Really wish someone could talk to me somehow~
I would seriously appreciate it if anyone other than my parents could talk to me right now by SMSing me.
I don't dare to SMS anyone cause I am totally afraid that the person will think I am annoying~.
I think I sound very desperate now... =P Oh well....

Labels: Have faith and be strong in yourself., I lost too much to just give everything up. I will never go down without a fight

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