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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
26th may 2010 ♥

I feel very depressed and sad but I can't let tears flow out. I feel very angry and violent but I can't seem to vent my anger in any way. It has only been a day and I feel totally happy that I had forgotten all the memories I had with you. They say I should just express my sorrow and anger but strangely, I don't feel anything at all. I tried to listen to all the sad songs and recall all the times we were together but I don't feel anything at all. why? Oh well, It is only 107 days left till the end of N levels. After my N's,I want to go for my O's and go to poly to get a great degree. I will chase after my dreams. I admit that I really liked you(If you are reading this,all I can say is that I have given up for you since this is how you wanted it to end) but I refuse to admit you are better than me. I will do whatever it takes to do better.I want to prove to my family and my relative that I am not worthless. I have wasted my primary school thinking that I am worthless. I will never go back to that piece of Sh*t place again. I want to respected. I want to have friends that will remain loyal.I want to be somebody and I want some one to remember me. I don't want to be forgotten in life. I don't want my life to spiral down into my primary school days.If you don't want to be friends with me, then I will just remain silent. I hope that our paths will never cross again.

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About me
The Freedom Riders

name:Edwin
school: Tanglin Secondary School
Birth day: 08 July 1994
Birthplace: Singapore
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I know this blog is almost dead. However,
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TREASURES
The reason I am smiling.

Because I am who I want to be .
Because I know that 'I can do everything through Him Who gives me strength'(Philip 4:13)
Because I know the worst is over.
Because I am grateful to You for saving me ♥



Desires
Fulfil my dreams

I want to give my best to God
I want an Mac Book Pro
A Ipod Touch
Start work full time
Pass my O levels
A new PSP
A new Bible (NKJV)
A true friend
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Melodies
The music in me

Enjoy! =D Feel free to request for songs.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



TAG
before you leave



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Archives
the past days

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ThankYou
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