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Tuesday, April 20, 2010


Been awhile since I started to touch my blog due to some major problems I am facing now..... I want to make sure I tie up all the loose ends first before judgment day arrives as I do not wish to repeat the same event that happen 6 years ago......I don't know who to approach now since everyone is going through some problems in their life too..... I guess no one is perfect in life....Sometime I would wonder If all of this were fated together??If all this didn't happen in the first place, I would not be like this but if all this never happen, Will I be able to meet all the wonderful friends(Samantha,Ader,Adrian,Ryan,Desiree,etc)? It really feels like a paradox here.... My head is spinning when I always think about this.When I was young, I would always question God on all this and would never get a reply on it.....I would always think that God has forsaken me in life and I deserve no right to live anymore but now after going to church, I start to believe something in life but I just don't want to tell anyone about this as I bet people will find this stupid for example You Yuan.I still can't believe that no one actually found this blog yet and start tagging me yet.Either that or Someone has actually found it but keeps quiet about it.... Oh well I don't really care about the minor details since It won't matter anymore.N- level is coming and I don't know whether I am ready to face it since Most of the people say that I am hopeless.....Why can't they just keep hurting comments to themselves and not say something like this......Is it really great to see someone get hurt in life?I don't want to spoil my great mood today so I will not carry on this topic.


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