Less than a week before exam now..... Today F&N practical was a great success as I managed to complete all 3 dish within the time limit. haha Must thank everyone for encouraging me. After Practical Went to canteen with the food I made and shared with a bunch of people(Especially Desiree and Darwisyah). They say the food was not bad.... Wow first time hear from her sia... XD after that we (almost)finish math together. The rain is so darn heavily even with umbrella still can get my whole uniform wet..... Must get a bigger umbrella sia..... went home with Them(Darwisyah, Desiree, Ryan) together. Overall I enjoyed today.

Labels: A sense of relieve after completing a challenge.

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Haha finally been able to update my blog daily now! Still very stressed up by the fact that my exam is just next week only and I am not prepared to face it yet...... I am so bored yet I don't want to study as I feel stressed for no reason when I look at the textbook.... I want to upload some pictures but I am afraid that someone will find out about this blog. Oh well better not! bye! =)

Labels: Can you give me your first dance?I promise I will cherish every monent as this only happens once in a lifetime.

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Today was a great day! It was great that jane cheng did not come to school yesterday so we slacked during English lesson at the Library. Went to played Truth or Dare With some friends(Noelle,Ling Li, Brenda,Desiree,Ryan and Darwisyah). Haha! didn't know they would purposely keep asking me weird question when I say truth and when I chose dare, they would make me do stupid things..... I don't even want to describe it now.... I feel very stressed now since my N-Level Practical exam is just next week and I am not even prepared yet.... I am gonna mess things up again yet everyone believe that I can cook..... Oh well.. the sooner I finish this the better.... The house Seem totally quiet now due to the rain I guess but soon everything will go back to being " lively" again when my parents come back......I don't want to hate my Younger Brothers but they keep pushing me off and treating me like a piece of S**T all the time.The very first thing I want from people is respect so I really hate it if they always disrespect my life and my Emotions.... There is a Chinese idioms that goes " adding oil to the fire". I think this idiom fits perfectly.... Guess i should stop now =). haha Bye and have a great day everyone!

Labels: I do not wish to destroy my teenage life., I had spend my Childhood by paying a Costly price

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Been awhile since I started to touch my blog due to some major problems I am facing now..... I want to make sure I tie up all the loose ends first before judgment day arrives as I do not wish to repeat the same event that happen 6 years ago......I don't know who to approach now since everyone is going through some problems in their life too..... I guess no one is perfect in life....Sometime I would wonder If all of this were fated together??If all this didn't happen in the first place, I would not be like this but if all this never happen, Will I be able to meet all the wonderful friends(Samantha,Ader,Adrian,Ryan,Desiree,etc)? It really feels like a paradox here.... My head is spinning when I always think about this.When I was young, I would always question God on all this and would never get a reply on it.....I would always think that God has forsaken me in life and I deserve no right to live anymore but now after going to church, I start to believe something in life but I just don't want to tell anyone about this as I bet people will find this stupid for example You Yuan.I still can't believe that no one actually found this blog yet and start tagging me yet.Either that or Someone has actually found it but keeps quiet about it.... Oh well I don't really care about the minor details since It won't matter anymore.N- level is coming and I don't know whether I am ready to face it since Most of the people say that I am hopeless.....Why can't they just keep hurting comments to themselves and not say something like this......Is it really great to see someone get hurt in life?I don't want to spoil my great mood today so I will not carry on this topic.

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Yay!! went to sport's day yesterday. After sport day went mac Donald to eat with a bunch of friends(Suhana,Desiree) before going to west mall with friends(Desiree,Suhana,Ryan) to do some window shopping. haha!! totally enjoy going there although I think that i had wasted too much time since Mid-Year exam start in just 3 weeks from now but still i find this a stress reliever. yay! thumbs up hahaha! Gave a "late" birthday present to someone first before actually going home.I can't wait to go back to school on Monday for some reason. Although I have not started on any revision. I am pretty much screwed up If I don't start studying now. Oh well.... going to church later and possibly getting a bible for myself.For some reason, I can't seem to get along with Cheston....I know I offended and hurt his feelings yesterday but I felt that he deserved it since he was the first person to start this. I guess I should be really careful now since I just made a new enemy.

Labels: believe in your dreams and support it till the end

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Well.... I don't know what to say now.... I have felt that I started all this mess in the first place and that I have dragged everyone of my friends into this by telling them my story...I am really sorry for all the things I have told you all....I should not have shared my past with everyone....I am really sorry for all the things I have done to you all.... I don't want anyone to be like me.
A little something to share with everyone.... I want to announce to everyone that I am single and I have totally forgotten about her.... It was great to be together with her but I can't seem to maintain this long distance relationship with her anymore....I feel that I am totally incapable of taking care of her..... I hope she could find someone more capable than me.Oh well that all for today.... Have a nice day! bye!

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Been awhile since i have posted something postive. I feel very happy today for some reason but i just can't pin point the reason to this....I really hope that nothing will happen today as I do not want to go through yet another roller coster ride. At least there isn't any homework today...hehe....oh well good bye everyone. hope everyone has a great day.

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I can't take this anymore..... Why must they always do this to me??? I really feel that life is totally hopeless but I don't want to say it. So many people are trying to cheer me up but i can't seem to bring myself out of this mess anymore.... why??? why must they always do this to me???

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